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I like cities where the sidewalks never end. I like to walk by myself sometimes for no reason, but would rather walk with a friend most of the time. I like to think, dream and pray in these times. It's very refreshing for me. I enjoy sitting in coffee houses and book stores dreaming of fun things to do. I want to have my own coffee house someday. With awesome coffee, tea and wines and drinks from around the world and yummy soups and gumbos and spiced oils, breads and chocolates. I really like meeting and talking to people and having fun conversations. I seem quiet sometimes but I am only thinking and listening to what is going on. I think a lot about everything and want to listen intently to what someone is saying. Sitting close and talking to a dear friend is one of my favorite things. I like asking questions and stay ready for new ideas. I collect information that I find fascinating and organize them into a template I call ffesmegea. I secretly dream about starting an Internet company and sharing all of these stories, hoping I can somehow be a wiz at connecting the dots by connecting people and communities with others and ideas they may not have thought of. I connect people who have to those who have not. I like to build people up and encourage them to pursue their dreams. I enjoying serving people in many ways and I think I have a really big heart, even in times of deflation. Sometimes I fall short between what I dream and what I can actually do. Though it never stops me from trying it again. I never consider my ability to pursue a thing, only my desire. I want to love so deeply and unselfish. Though I am still learning how. For the first time I have noticed my inability when I never considered it before. I think it has something to do with deflation. I will be throwing that one away. I just like to walk and think and look and imagine. And imagine myself someday finding a very old Victorian house that I will give life to again and make it beautiful. So beautiful. I imagine sitting inside drinking tea and coffee and hosting wine and cheese parties with people I enjoy. Showing off my beautiful Victorian lady and having discussions on how to care for people where ever we find ourselves around the world. I like New York, Austin and New Haven and cities like these. Maybe I will find fun sidewalks in one of these cities. Someday I will write a screenplay and feel like a writer, Because I am. I consider myself a brilliant director though I have never directed a feature, But I will. I don't have a record yet, but I imagine I will. Sometimes I feel like an artist and a designer because of my clever ideas and things I can do. Someone once called me an idiot for wanting to save the world. Jesus wanted to. So do I. If he can then I can too. Now if Only I could find a pump for this deflation issue. I wrestle out many issues while walking. And it's just fun. So lets go for a walk..
